Wednesday, September 16, 2009

To be loved or not?


You r the princess.The boy said.
An emo princess,baka babe.He teasing the girl
The boy is really understand the girl,
When they r quarrel the boy always choose to being quiet.
The girl asked,why u silent?
why u don talk something?
The boy answered,because i don wan quarrel with u,if i dint being silent,
i scare i shouted u.
He know that,the girl after spread out the madness everything will be fine.
The girl cried and she know,the boy really understand how she is.
So she is getting love the boy.
The boy is not a romantic guy,dunno how to create surprise,
even not really knw sweet talk to cheer the girl.
The girl like romance,but she understand that is him,
the boy who really real never pretend.
Both of them,is really understand each other.
They have different attitude,but they mutually their weak point and fault.
The boy and the girl only same weak point is stubborn head person.
One day,the boy is leaving for study,to a place strange for him.
The girl cannot used to it,because the boy really relate all around her life.
The boy n the girl quarreling,jealousy,judging,distrust.
And they started to hurting each other.
The girl know is the situation change and make the boy so different.
The boy,where are u,tell the boy i miss the boy.
Ask he come back pls ?the girl said.

A night with tears again.


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A big smack of slap again,totally make me awake from the silly hope again n again

So many question marks????
Why wanna forcing something is not belong to u ?
Patch it back and so being dumb again when ppl who feel whatever?
Why still hug the hope that is so impossible?
Why cannot take it easy just let it go?
Why wanna creating chance to let myself drop from the highest again?


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Very pain.But i know gonna let it pain..
He is not him anymore,the one i loved he is gone.
Perhaps he still know the road back,because i know his family is really love him.
I doesnt hope his parent and sibling who really love him disspointed like wat i feeling now.
No matter what relationship of me n him
The memories never been removed,every where,every time..
Still that clear inside my brain now..
Im waiting the real him back and stand infront of me.
And told me that,He dint make me disspointed =)
I know u can make it rite?
Yes i believe that u can.
No Yoanne,Will u be more better?
Help me to take good care of mei mei ok?
Dont let her feel lonely like her mama ok?Got time try to talk with it.
Tell mei mei i love n miss her n his baba

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My tears really doesnt fake,i cry is doesnt act.
im sorry i always being a crying bun


CHILLL.
gonna force myself sleep now asap!


Because Yoanne need to pretend fine again,
when the sun raise again..


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7点半睡醒了,洗脸刷牙后什么也没做
抱着LAPTOP上网,看了SMS,聊了2封就不想回复
其实很讨厌这样,为什么这里是我唯一可以做我自己的地方
为什么面对其他人我要统统收起来,我那些难过怎么会在一个人的时候才可以毫不保留
别人喜欢怎么看待我们的感情我无所谓,我相信只有那5个手指都数得完的人知道
到底发生了什么事
就连我的家人,我也不提我到底怎么了
对不起妈咪,你担心我的不对劲,但我却不告诉你我有多不开心
希望你明白你女儿想自己好起来,不需要你的担心。我会惭愧的。
原谅我的固执.


我的地方又几时开始变得那么灰暗?
我刻意换了之前那个黑黑的背景到那么甜蜜的粉红色到底是为了什么
为了来看我的人不会因为看到我每一个几乎一样的话题而感到反感
你们会这么觉得吗?


我就是这样


固执的躯体
懦弱的灵魂

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