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无言

我不开心 你说我情绪化

难道我没有资格抱怨 你难道真的不懂的关心吗
慰问没有 安慰没有
我根本没有资格去指望要求关心的字眼

我彻底的安静

根本不想去争辨你对我的任何好与不好
因为习惯了

伤害了再赔上道歉
我真的不稀罕 不想要

随便吧
反正你也是无言

我才不会装可怜
你习惯让别人同情 那我做坏人吧

我不好。
可以了吗

Ordering.

Super nudy lens order for this week
Anyone interested?

Honestly,
its really my flavourite lens



this link for more information
http://iamyoanne.blogspot.com/2009/09/super-nudy-grey-lens.html
http://iamyoanne.blogspot.com/2009/09/super-nudy-grey-lens.html
http://iamyoanne.blogspot.com/2009/09/super-nudy-grey-lens.html

Problems.

My blog layout back to normal.
And the another problems,my post cant edit fonts.


The time to leave kk is so near near near..
i still got lot lot lot things to do.
omg...how can i finish all my work b4 i leave?


Mood so down =(

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Settled my probelms of my blog finally^^

Dint go snips today,many things to do..


renew ma ic
shopping with christine

tonight yumcha?
LOL~

Saturday@ICE BAR

Ice bar again.

With my old sch mate=)

next week halloween party again@@@


phoebe,my primary bestie !
rarely to hang out together
=)
next week gonna hang out again yeah~=*

and myself

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after ice bar continue party with christine and some peeps
with the bottle left lasttime
and seriously
drunk
and
ZzZZZzzzzz


FUN but i not much to describe
somehow,the feeling for this few day so cold.
not much emotional from me.


still finding a nice blog skin to modify~
any one got the website for blog skin?
i need it badly= (

FISH CHUENG RETRO PARTY @ ICEBAR

23/10/1981

the peeps meet at old town...

its me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING FISH!

from the left me,fish and christine
fish owez the cutie in our heart!!!

this photo totally awesome!haha~dint wrong~we dress with VERY retro

me,annie ah sou and christine

see all the boys!poser like an uncle
omg alan face!

with her again.HEHE~

and this is sam,our newbie snips student~
we wore so alike tonight!
high 5!!!!
hehehe

with all the man~from the right,dad,little bro,me the 2nd sister and big bro~

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ok get to normal~~~

nah~jacky the most!

me

chueng chueng fish

hehe~



sam and me !we kinda like sis and bro la!






jack acting evil

so sweet!

Suffer ING

Really down..


STRESS
gotta crazy soon..

who can understand?

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Im trying to be good
I really being patient
I do become impressful

I always said i knew u r stress,but why no one to telling me
Yes i knew u too.

Or else im not human being ?
Someone told me,i am mature enough.
For EVERYTHING.
Did i?

I just don like to show ppl im weak.

but i think im hiding the well,
so even my parents dunno?
the one i loved don even know?

HEHE



I still acting now.




im not fine. =(

我要的不多
真的不多
一点都不敢要求
因为我不敢贪心

难道要这样施舍 才甘心

我还要这样下去 ？


很白吃

Tick Tock

Im stressful


But i love challenge
give me more guts!
I wanna face and solve all the problems

He said im mature,a 30 years old mind old women.
I been forced.
I do give myself too much pressure.
Remember Yoanne Ng
You just a 19 years old little girl.

Take it easy !


Its a blue sunday~

Waiting time pass fastly..


and suddenly read this


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2009年有可能离开以前生活的社团，或是熟悉的生活圈，你还是会认识新朋友
面对人际关系的挑战。2008年参加了很多活动，认识很多人，2009年你变了
对友情的态度比较保守了，结交朋友重质不重量。曾跟死党有过心节在今年又会浮现
对朋友反旧帐，关系出现裂痕，双方之间的友情像一面破掉的镜子，即使粘起来裂痕还是很明显。
今年你很任性，情绪会突然失去控制，爱耍脾气，拿家人，朋友当发泄情绪的垃圾桶
想法反反复复，改来改去。让周围的人觉得你有够麻烦，即使你说错话做错事，也会为了面子不肯承认，更嘴硬不想说对不起，跟别人相处，时常有语言上的误会，你认为别人是故意
在讽刺你，有种先入为主的观念，先有防范之心，大家很难跟你相处

关于爱情

有情人的你，两人存在没有解决的问题，随时会引爆，又沟通不良，你的想法会比较激烈
温柔的你今年对情人说话却失去耐性，还常说出不理智的气话。动不动拿分手当威胁
伤透了情人的心。情人若对你有要求，你会很想落跑。但两人却很难真正分手，分分合合会拖很久，让你烦心



看到最后很想说

他妈* 准！！！！
恐怖~~

Is my life.

IM TIRED

so tired..................


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Im suffering of Menstrual pain
Damn!
I just attended snips for 2 hours then i leave,just because of period come too suddenly.
LOL
and i feeling weak,so i back home and rest early.


Kinda stress for the whole month,its too many thing to do..


-renew my ic
-get my driving lisience
-finish my exam for snips
-doing research and preparation for snips grand opening hair show
-searrching for hair show model


i cantbe weak!
stay strong
and hopefully body is enough healthy.cant be sickness at all!
Doing the theme for the hair show is about cyber look,metalic fantasy hair


need more idea.PLS


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Still around 28 days to go..
i still got wat else havent do yet?
My body parts buddies,when we gonna stick 2gether everyday again?
I miss u all..
Just chat with fish n wilson and feeling better..
thanks buddies!LOVE ya.



Erhm.
not really gonna type longer..
speechless.


before end up this post
i wanted to say
my mind is thinking somebody,i miss him
goodnite
muacks

接 受 吗

今早的文章语气不好

*我抱歉


又在一次无法控制和压抑自己的情绪化
所以我选择删除

有很多人发简讯问候/安慰我
熟的不熟的朋友都有。谢谢你们的关心
我很感动，因为我被在乎

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也许到现在还是有点闷闷的
但，

我知道
你们这样说
是
可以理解的

对，
我有改变
因为，
我开始习惯了一个人承受很多事
我变得不再像以前那么毫无保留的表现原来的自己
因为社会不容许太直率的个性
因为人喜欢被认同 喜欢听好听的话，看顺眼的事
我不会再不求回报的做一件事
因为你付出的全部 别人不一定看在眼里
所以选择偶尔自私

人很可爱 也 可悲
喜欢新鲜感却也同时害怕接受改变
当习惯性的人事物有了变化
接受与不接受
其实在于的是 接纳的时间
长 或 短

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适者生存
这句话，我认同

你要别人接受你

倒不如学会如何接受别人



因为


没有人类可以把爱同等份的分给所有的人
亲情 爱情 友情

怎么可能够均等 ？






社会往往逼着人改变
但我还是有我原本有的原则



我想说
我还是我，只是武装得你们以为我消失了。

DARN!

A lazy sunday

I woke so late,around 1pm~is not a possible sleeping time for me.
Because i cant even sleep late than 9am.
But today i did.
Just because im too tired.
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Argue with my dad last nite
and quarrel with him yesterday again.
PLS!
i hate the feeling of frustrated,and why it comes to me again?
I though it been stoped?
but why not?
I would just shut up and dont wanna think anymore right nw.
Pls leave me alone then
and continue to let it complicated.
Everyone not understanding me im alright,but u r no different with others.
Im stress too,But who know?
Nobody.
Hell,why my blog wanna pop out emo again?



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Still got alot thing to blog
stay tuned.