Tick Tock

Im stressful


But i love challenge
give me more guts!
I wanna face and solve all the problems

He said im mature,a 30 years old mind old women.
I been forced.
I do give myself too much pressure.
Remember Yoanne Ng
You just a 19 years old little girl.

Take it easy !


Its a blue sunday~

Waiting time pass fastly..


and suddenly read this


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2009年有可能离开以前生活的社团，或是熟悉的生活圈，你还是会认识新朋友
面对人际关系的挑战。2008年参加了很多活动，认识很多人，2009年你变了
对友情的态度比较保守了，结交朋友重质不重量。曾跟死党有过心节在今年又会浮现
对朋友反旧帐，关系出现裂痕，双方之间的友情像一面破掉的镜子，即使粘起来裂痕还是很明显。
今年你很任性，情绪会突然失去控制，爱耍脾气，拿家人，朋友当发泄情绪的垃圾桶
想法反反复复，改来改去。让周围的人觉得你有够麻烦，即使你说错话做错事，也会为了面子不肯承认，更嘴硬不想说对不起，跟别人相处，时常有语言上的误会，你认为别人是故意
在讽刺你，有种先入为主的观念，先有防范之心，大家很难跟你相处

关于爱情

有情人的你，两人存在没有解决的问题，随时会引爆，又沟通不良，你的想法会比较激烈
温柔的你今年对情人说话却失去耐性，还常说出不理智的气话。动不动拿分手当威胁
伤透了情人的心。情人若对你有要求，你会很想落跑。但两人却很难真正分手，分分合合会拖很久，让你烦心



看到最后很想说

他妈* 准！！！！
恐怖~~

Is my life.

IM TIRED

so tired..................


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Im suffering of Menstrual pain
Damn!
I just attended snips for 2 hours then i leave,just because of period come too suddenly.
LOL
and i feeling weak,so i back home and rest early.


Kinda stress for the whole month,its too many thing to do..


-renew my ic
-get my driving lisience
-finish my exam for snips
-doing research and preparation for snips grand opening hair show
-searrching for hair show model


i cantbe weak!
stay strong
and hopefully body is enough healthy.cant be sickness at all!
Doing the theme for the hair show is about cyber look,metalic fantasy hair


need more idea.PLS


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Still around 28 days to go..
i still got wat else havent do yet?
My body parts buddies,when we gonna stick 2gether everyday again?
I miss u all..
Just chat with fish n wilson and feeling better..
thanks buddies!LOVE ya.



Erhm.
not really gonna type longer..
speechless.


before end up this post
i wanted to say
my mind is thinking somebody,i miss him
goodnite
muacks

接 受 吗

今早的文章语气不好

*我抱歉


又在一次无法控制和压抑自己的情绪化
所以我选择删除

有很多人发简讯问候/安慰我
熟的不熟的朋友都有。谢谢你们的关心
我很感动，因为我被在乎

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也许到现在还是有点闷闷的
但，

我知道
你们这样说
是
可以理解的

对，
我有改变
因为，
我开始习惯了一个人承受很多事
我变得不再像以前那么毫无保留的表现原来的自己
因为社会不容许太直率的个性
因为人喜欢被认同 喜欢听好听的话，看顺眼的事
我不会再不求回报的做一件事
因为你付出的全部 别人不一定看在眼里
所以选择偶尔自私

人很可爱 也 可悲
喜欢新鲜感却也同时害怕接受改变
当习惯性的人事物有了变化
接受与不接受
其实在于的是 接纳的时间
长 或 短

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适者生存
这句话，我认同

你要别人接受你

倒不如学会如何接受别人



因为


没有人类可以把爱同等份的分给所有的人
亲情 爱情 友情

怎么可能够均等 ？






社会往往逼着人改变
但我还是有我原本有的原则



我想说
我还是我，只是武装得你们以为我消失了。

DARN!

A lazy sunday

I woke so late,around 1pm~is not a possible sleeping time for me.
Because i cant even sleep late than 9am.
But today i did.
Just because im too tired.
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Argue with my dad last nite
and quarrel with him yesterday again.
PLS!
i hate the feeling of frustrated,and why it comes to me again?
I though it been stoped?
but why not?
I would just shut up and dont wanna think anymore right nw.
Pls leave me alone then
and continue to let it complicated.
Everyone not understanding me im alright,but u r no different with others.
Im stress too,But who know?
Nobody.
Hell,why my blog wanna pop out emo again?



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Still got alot thing to blog
stay tuned.

Gain.

Last tuesday,sing k with 2 babe's hanhan n miyako
Intro intro:KK BOX KARAMUNSING TUESDAY LADIES NITE.each ladies just RM4+
free 1 drinks and sing for 2 hours only.6pm on ward
Anyone wanna date me after i work at snips ?HEEE

Look at my eyes,my dark cycle and my face
look so tired. = =
recently i jz non stop to doing my job,and extra works that really make me no time to blogging
and type a long post,i just can upload photos and let the photos tell u guy the story
Im sorry peeps~muacks
And here is the photos for that nite


with babe miyako
getting mature babe

i still wearing uniform
and change my cloth

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and my babe hannah
i just can say,i lost control when i with her!hahaha


i trying use my tongue to lick my nose
but i failed~LOL
wink wink
WOW!
HEEE



ahhh,BREAD


and

playing with the cracker = =

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after sing k then go damai yumcha a while
12 something send miyako back home and end for tat day
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And last

wanna countdown day to leave kk

42 days more

why im going to leave kk?
Cause i need go a new place for my job,gain my experience,increase my knowledge and prove myself to be more tough
i hope i can !
gonna hang out non stop for this month d = =

BABE'S GATHERING

LAST SATURDAY
THE BABE'S GATHERING WITH ALL MY LOVELY OLD SCHOOLMATES
really hard got chance to meet all of them at the same time
enjoy that nite with them.
love ya ! CHU

at upperstar b4 clubbing.
and me n hanhan keep playing the camera
and my mini camera necklace is attract me keep playing ~
nonsense

and the real camera

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lovely joey

sweetie pie carrie

and myself

this is by yvonne capture
not bad huh

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and around 11 something headed to firefly

me n babehan inside the car~while she driving





my babe SARAH!oh!
with the spec again


ignore the face pls
im playing with my mini camera again!LOL
lol~i been shocked?
opsss


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and the latest
BED
just for a while
firefly change house music
so we decided continue at the bed=)
dint drink alot that nite
because i need driving
reach home aroud 4am

the ladies

BUUSY DIZZY

IM SO SORRY
i dint update my blog for almost 1 week
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since snips move to a new place
and everyone was getting more busy
many thing happened
and i gonna become more tough to facing all the probelms~
=)

AND


HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL

gonna gathering with old sch mates later on..
heee


updated later
stay tuned


new photo from hannah




the fake lashes is so HEAVY!